Serotonin
09-10-2007, 04:08 PM
Ok so I used to write poems, kinda a lot. I've been going back over them lately and I wanted to share them with people. Get some feedback type bejiggety. Soo...anything would be nice :)
Another Fine Mess
Just a piece of trash
Another fine mess
And I am here by the way
For you I'd give anything
If that is the way you feel
Sometimes with you I wonder
Who wants to be safe?
In vain we cry for help
But the voices don’t hear us
And that's when we need it most
Just as you turn your back
All hope fades into the shadows
And I know you don’t care
That I hold myself to ransom
A shred I remain
Art-ificial
That's right
Turn around so you don't
Have to face me anymore
Don't have to feel my eyes
Burning through your flesh
Melting away the core
The city central of your mind
Comes crashing down now
The lights will smash here
Bombs will explode there
I decided you aren't
Deserving of anything
Structure a response to this
You can't and I will laugh
Analyze every little detail
You can about me to find
It doesn't make any sense
Do you understand now?
You aren't supposed to know
I erased you hours ago
So no longer do you matter
Realise that I don't want
Don't need anything from you
Because of who you are
Beauty Foil
This blackwall hitch strung into my back
Got me hooked with the book read line
The soliloquy was undoubtedly impressive
I couldn't imagine time better spent
Than being here conversing with myself
This seems senseless but I can't stop
I am intrigued by where you lead me
Where vacancy is a good personality trait
The day is saved by the metal brigade
Put out the fire of my ugly friend cotton
You are beauty foil
Lost amongst a bed of weeds
Shine through a crowd
Unwrap to find the truth
Are you coated or real?
Disorder
Slender spikes of elegant pain
Puncturing my self worth and gain
Left for nothing here now there
I'm fractured defeated everywhere
Time is for killing
Practicing my funeral face
Error watch this space
Reverse into forwards gear
Search within an empty fear
Overlook the obvious fatality
Never mind the abnormality
Always remember to forget
Let me be a sillhouette
I shall be mine and hers
Take whichever you prefer
You can't handle us either way
Exhaling Suicide
Turn around to find everyone despised her
Even the alphabet soup refuses to talk
The television remains switched off
Remote control hid itself
An odd silence echoes through the hallway
Black rain outside showering her angst
Ripping up the innocent clouds
No more fluffy exterior
A gallery of smashed plates lay at her feet
Reasons escape her weakened grasp
Defences come crashing down
A single tear rolls
Feel Nothing Anymore
I can feel the tears burning the back of my eyes
Stabbing with needles trying to break free
There is nothing left of me here anymore
I can feel my heartbeat weakening quickly
The race is over and I have lost
Leaving a dirty trail of sadness behind
I can feel the clouds pushing over my head
Surrounding me in it's darkness
As the light slowly fades away
I can feel this hurt as it runs through my body
Violently breaking all it touches
Relishing in the total destruction
I can feel myself giving in to this finally
After fighting it away for so long
Seems like such a waste
I can feel nothing anymore
Granted for Taken
Granted for taken
Greed by the swallowed
Injustice of smell
Shell out hollowed
Remains up broken
Heals that don't scar
Spoken never words
Ok from being far
Situation the understanding
Help a little needing
Myself again by here
Hating the feeding
Reminded I am constantly
Hearing of sick
Memories by wounded
Pain the lick
...Late it's too now
Home of the Stoner
I got her off her innocent face
Tipped her back up and sat her down
Got to keep her wider than awake
Porcelain glorified ecstacy drowned
We went fishing for reality
Dipping in the fashion of the skinny
On a field trip to fatality
Persuit of a liquid filled tinny
Grasping for the fiction
Laughing in line for the punch
Paper plate to feed my addiction
Losing me, using me, call it a hunch
Fuel my lust for illusion
Beckon her track back on side
Daily dosage of sheer confusion
Wide unblinkered vision eyed
I think it's about time I went home
Incision
Disect me
With your words
With your assumptions
With the cruelest grace
One cannot mistake
You know your way around
The 'I'm a whore' dictionary
Matchstick Boy and Petrol Girl
The little matchstick boy
Was in love
With the little petrol girl
She made him feel all hot and bothered
How very sweet
He made her melt with his gaze
He wanted to do something about this attraction
Inside of him
She wanted exactly the same thing
He told her that he loved her
Awaiting an answer
She said she loved him too
Sparks went off inside him
Oh not good
Her face went from happy to terrified
He was set alight by these feelings
No no no
She was covered in the flames
He was so sorry, he couldn't stop
How awfully sad
She was burnt to a crisp...so was he
And that was the end of their flaming romance
Seize the Night
See me here
With piercing glare
Blue remnants of soul
Of death within
This is living
By the lucent moon
Torchlight battlefield
War wages on
Show your teeth
Take what is ours
Give reason for hate
Keep the fight
Seize the night
Sirens and Silence
Listen now to the
Sirens and silence
Of graceful loser
The third
Drawn with four
Eyes instead of
None
An empty crowd
Sirens and silence
To those who don't
Perform well
Under pressures
Weighty and
False
Tiresome child
Sirens and silence
Carry on screaming
Lungs are
Bloodwork cogs
Feeling the
Falling
Relatively unstyled
Sirens and silence
Needless Leader
Anti-idol
Lack the
Standard
Twisted Tales
Circle round the roses
Striking many poses
Sneeze away disease
We all spiral down
Crashing to the ground
The tale of the fairy twists
Spout the words of sixpence
A sack full of rye
Four point two blackbirds look you in the eye
And when the stare ends
The birds begin to laugh
Isn't this a prissy swish along a broken path
The tale of the fairy twists
Jack and Jill
Upon a grill
Because they can't behave
Jack got drunk
Jill a senseless punk
So destined they are for bakedom
The tale of the fairy twists
Monday's child is off her face
Tuesday's child lacks class and grace
Wednesday's child suffers emo woe
Thursday's child is desperate to go
Friday's child has drugs for giving
Saturday's child finds it hard just living
But the child that is born on the last day
Acursed of all, for he is gay
The tale of the fairy twists
Unhinged Nirvana
Sugar cube eyes
Solvent tongue
Cheaply wrapped
Lavishly undone
Comfort in yellow
Glamorous by midnight
Acid spat words
Rude turned polite
Mutiny of sound
Charged negativity
House for thought
Lack of creativity
Unorthodox Fragmentation
And it's then after much explaining
I stop as slowly I am crumbling
Falling into the depths of my sea
The sea of unorthodox fragmentation
I am travelling the long distance
A path which leads only to nowhere
My feet are bare the soles are torn
The ground consists of broken glass
The blazing heat is unbearable here
It uncaringly scorches my bare skin
Wraps around my neck pushing harshly
Knowing full well that I will surrender
My vision becomes blurred and distorted
Stumbling forwards into an unknown fate
My soul comes to a close, it's end
A euphoric annihilation has taken it's place
Volitaire
Vivace commandment
Suicide pistol
In my face
Life a la fata morgana
A martyr to an unknown cause
Cipher the non existant
Capture the stolidity
Lock it away
Volitaire and seamless
Labyrinth of solitude
A pillar of the dillusionary
Standing on the edge
Line of sanity
Kicking it up
In form of dust
It's meaningless to me now
Take me to river lethe
Let me forget
Let me die
Another Fine Mess
Just a piece of trash
Another fine mess
And I am here by the way
For you I'd give anything
If that is the way you feel
Sometimes with you I wonder
Who wants to be safe?
In vain we cry for help
But the voices don’t hear us
And that's when we need it most
Just as you turn your back
All hope fades into the shadows
And I know you don’t care
That I hold myself to ransom
A shred I remain
Art-ificial
That's right
Turn around so you don't
Have to face me anymore
Don't have to feel my eyes
Burning through your flesh
Melting away the core
The city central of your mind
Comes crashing down now
The lights will smash here
Bombs will explode there
I decided you aren't
Deserving of anything
Structure a response to this
You can't and I will laugh
Analyze every little detail
You can about me to find
It doesn't make any sense
Do you understand now?
You aren't supposed to know
I erased you hours ago
So no longer do you matter
Realise that I don't want
Don't need anything from you
Because of who you are
Beauty Foil
This blackwall hitch strung into my back
Got me hooked with the book read line
The soliloquy was undoubtedly impressive
I couldn't imagine time better spent
Than being here conversing with myself
This seems senseless but I can't stop
I am intrigued by where you lead me
Where vacancy is a good personality trait
The day is saved by the metal brigade
Put out the fire of my ugly friend cotton
You are beauty foil
Lost amongst a bed of weeds
Shine through a crowd
Unwrap to find the truth
Are you coated or real?
Disorder
Slender spikes of elegant pain
Puncturing my self worth and gain
Left for nothing here now there
I'm fractured defeated everywhere
Time is for killing
Practicing my funeral face
Error watch this space
Reverse into forwards gear
Search within an empty fear
Overlook the obvious fatality
Never mind the abnormality
Always remember to forget
Let me be a sillhouette
I shall be mine and hers
Take whichever you prefer
You can't handle us either way
Exhaling Suicide
Turn around to find everyone despised her
Even the alphabet soup refuses to talk
The television remains switched off
Remote control hid itself
An odd silence echoes through the hallway
Black rain outside showering her angst
Ripping up the innocent clouds
No more fluffy exterior
A gallery of smashed plates lay at her feet
Reasons escape her weakened grasp
Defences come crashing down
A single tear rolls
Feel Nothing Anymore
I can feel the tears burning the back of my eyes
Stabbing with needles trying to break free
There is nothing left of me here anymore
I can feel my heartbeat weakening quickly
The race is over and I have lost
Leaving a dirty trail of sadness behind
I can feel the clouds pushing over my head
Surrounding me in it's darkness
As the light slowly fades away
I can feel this hurt as it runs through my body
Violently breaking all it touches
Relishing in the total destruction
I can feel myself giving in to this finally
After fighting it away for so long
Seems like such a waste
I can feel nothing anymore
Granted for Taken
Granted for taken
Greed by the swallowed
Injustice of smell
Shell out hollowed
Remains up broken
Heals that don't scar
Spoken never words
Ok from being far
Situation the understanding
Help a little needing
Myself again by here
Hating the feeding
Reminded I am constantly
Hearing of sick
Memories by wounded
Pain the lick
...Late it's too now
Home of the Stoner
I got her off her innocent face
Tipped her back up and sat her down
Got to keep her wider than awake
Porcelain glorified ecstacy drowned
We went fishing for reality
Dipping in the fashion of the skinny
On a field trip to fatality
Persuit of a liquid filled tinny
Grasping for the fiction
Laughing in line for the punch
Paper plate to feed my addiction
Losing me, using me, call it a hunch
Fuel my lust for illusion
Beckon her track back on side
Daily dosage of sheer confusion
Wide unblinkered vision eyed
I think it's about time I went home
Incision
Disect me
With your words
With your assumptions
With the cruelest grace
One cannot mistake
You know your way around
The 'I'm a whore' dictionary
Matchstick Boy and Petrol Girl
The little matchstick boy
Was in love
With the little petrol girl
She made him feel all hot and bothered
How very sweet
He made her melt with his gaze
He wanted to do something about this attraction
Inside of him
She wanted exactly the same thing
He told her that he loved her
Awaiting an answer
She said she loved him too
Sparks went off inside him
Oh not good
Her face went from happy to terrified
He was set alight by these feelings
No no no
She was covered in the flames
He was so sorry, he couldn't stop
How awfully sad
She was burnt to a crisp...so was he
And that was the end of their flaming romance
Seize the Night
See me here
With piercing glare
Blue remnants of soul
Of death within
This is living
By the lucent moon
Torchlight battlefield
War wages on
Show your teeth
Take what is ours
Give reason for hate
Keep the fight
Seize the night
Sirens and Silence
Listen now to the
Sirens and silence
Of graceful loser
The third
Drawn with four
Eyes instead of
None
An empty crowd
Sirens and silence
To those who don't
Perform well
Under pressures
Weighty and
False
Tiresome child
Sirens and silence
Carry on screaming
Lungs are
Bloodwork cogs
Feeling the
Falling
Relatively unstyled
Sirens and silence
Needless Leader
Anti-idol
Lack the
Standard
Twisted Tales
Circle round the roses
Striking many poses
Sneeze away disease
We all spiral down
Crashing to the ground
The tale of the fairy twists
Spout the words of sixpence
A sack full of rye
Four point two blackbirds look you in the eye
And when the stare ends
The birds begin to laugh
Isn't this a prissy swish along a broken path
The tale of the fairy twists
Jack and Jill
Upon a grill
Because they can't behave
Jack got drunk
Jill a senseless punk
So destined they are for bakedom
The tale of the fairy twists
Monday's child is off her face
Tuesday's child lacks class and grace
Wednesday's child suffers emo woe
Thursday's child is desperate to go
Friday's child has drugs for giving
Saturday's child finds it hard just living
But the child that is born on the last day
Acursed of all, for he is gay
The tale of the fairy twists
Unhinged Nirvana
Sugar cube eyes
Solvent tongue
Cheaply wrapped
Lavishly undone
Comfort in yellow
Glamorous by midnight
Acid spat words
Rude turned polite
Mutiny of sound
Charged negativity
House for thought
Lack of creativity
Unorthodox Fragmentation
And it's then after much explaining
I stop as slowly I am crumbling
Falling into the depths of my sea
The sea of unorthodox fragmentation
I am travelling the long distance
A path which leads only to nowhere
My feet are bare the soles are torn
The ground consists of broken glass
The blazing heat is unbearable here
It uncaringly scorches my bare skin
Wraps around my neck pushing harshly
Knowing full well that I will surrender
My vision becomes blurred and distorted
Stumbling forwards into an unknown fate
My soul comes to a close, it's end
A euphoric annihilation has taken it's place
Volitaire
Vivace commandment
Suicide pistol
In my face
Life a la fata morgana
A martyr to an unknown cause
Cipher the non existant
Capture the stolidity
Lock it away
Volitaire and seamless
Labyrinth of solitude
A pillar of the dillusionary
Standing on the edge
Line of sanity
Kicking it up
In form of dust
It's meaningless to me now
Take me to river lethe
Let me forget
Let me die